the spirit & flesh are both weak & not willing!
Wa.. really superb terribly tremendously boey-kia for next tue’s paper~ this time there’s no confliction between the spirit & the flesh.. hahah.. but it’s scary lor, how can i don’t want to study for my core module, Financial Econs!?! wanna tapao meh? of course not! definitely!!! but really no motivation.. usually i’ll listen to radio when i feel boey-kia but by this day, most exams are over + this weekend is holiday, so the radio stations are full of these info which don’t apply to me! sad~
suddenly i’m thinking of this verse "the joy of the Lord will be my strength". all along i thought it means that the joy that Lord gives me will be my strength. but heard from AC that the real meaning is that "the Lord’s happy, that’ll be my strength". so different hor? then i’m thinking "is Lord happy that i slack so much for this last paper’s revision?" almost wanna answer "No" but a song came into my mind that goes "Nothing you can do, could make Him love you more. And nothing you’ve done, could make Him close the door. Because of His great love, He gave His only Son. Everything was done, so you would come". sooo… yea~ human like to give love based on merits. "you good boy, then mummy love you"- what kinda love is this? haha.. me like to give love based on other’s needs.. "nobody loves u, then i’ll love you" kinda attitude. well, neither is right. God’s love is the Right Way, the Unconditional Love. His love is just "I Love You" fullstop.
