FiOne- God’s Freed One

aiya, there’s just so much that went through my mind last night. plus the chatting of my neighbours next door was just so clear through the wall that i had to put on ear-plugs before travelling into dreamland.

plus plus…today my GE tutor showed us a German movie "The Experiment" which really increase my "trouble" thoughts. it’s based on a real story http://www.prisonexp.org/ but was highly dramatised for movie effects (the urine-humiliation, killing, injuring, locking up & attempted raping of asst. professor). nevertheless, the bottomline is the same: all are capable of being devils in actions. no matter how good a person you’re, it may just take split thought in a circumstance or group that you’re placed in to change your old thinkings & perceptions. no wonder corpse-choppers did what they did… and the scary thing is knowing or even believing that i’m capable of doing that too.

well, so much of the crazy world around me. let me change focus. last night, i thank G that He reminded me that i’m a new creation in Christ. the old has gone, the new has come. i’m no longer the girl who’s controlled by sin. i’m a new being in Christ, found & touched by His grace. no longer do i need to blame myself or others for the state i or others are in. cos everything happens for a reason & i trust G is in control.

If God doesn’t answer our prayers in the time and manner that we’ve asked, it’s because He can see what we cannot.

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