Finally finish “Lovers in Paris” vcd
Finished the last 5 discs at 1 go! Phew! Okok, next time don’t watch this kinda shows liao. (Last time also say the same thing after watched 1st F4 show, haha!) Fine, at least now I try to focus on what’re the good things I can learn & apply from that show. Nonetheless, I admit the "cute lovers" part is still distracting. Hellooo, without the lovers, there’ll be no show~ Yea, a show is a show after all.
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I often question myself when am I ready for my next relationshio-in-Christ too. After so many years, I’m so used to go whereever I want without considering "the other person". At times when I’m insecure, Jesus always reminds me He’s always with me. Ultimately, nothing matters except Him. I believe He’s preparing me for that somebody whom He is also preparing for me.
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I’m specially thankful to Him for testing & convincing me that I’m free using an event this particular week. Restoration has always been available to me but the final touch comes from me willing to believe. Can’t say I don’t believe before that, just that that’s my character. I need to know the answer before I "die heart", either through asking or being tested. Otherwise few years later, I’ll still be seeking answers and can’t move on. On and off, I’ll ask God for the testing to prove that I’m truly freed. Praise-God-ly (paiseh, invented my own word), the opportunity came and I felt so relieved and thankful. That chapter of my life’s finally closed and I look forward to the next one in His hands. For I’ll hold His faithful hand untill He places me into his hand. Then from there onwards, both he and I will hold God’s hands together,fulfilling our destiny in Jesus for the glory of His wondrous name. Life’s all about Him.
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It’s the best birthday gift given to me this year. Thank You, AH PA!!!
