FiOne- God’s Freed One

not that fast-food restaurant BK. it’s my new residential place with my own room~ i’m here to test out the M1 broadband today… speed quite alright, good for $38 everywhere. TG for that & of course the person who lent me his device to try out before signing up.

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well, feel more at ease & sense of ownership here in BK. gd for a start. wah, got aircon too~ didn’t realise till i lied down on the floor for a rest after all the cleaning up. my feet were black before i mopped!!! now is shiny clean~

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i realise got echo when i sing..haha..cos the room’s empty. guess what tune kept playing in my mind while i’m packing & cleaning? Teresa Teng’s Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xin~ HAhahaa… Don’t ask me why, i just sang it but with different tune. will be shifting furniture on this Sunday. Thanks for the many helping hand from church too. what can i do without them???

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wah, it just feel good to be alone at home. real home this time. thank God for His blessings & more is to come so that my family’ll see His greatness. my duty is to pray pray & pray.

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decided to listen to Ps Benny Ho’s sermon on My Life Partner.. still laughed at some of his illustrations & jokes. towards the end, i just cried a tear of thankgiving to God for 1st saving me. i could not imagine where will i be, if not for Him. Really. my salvation keeps me in this faith whenever i feel like giving up due to (emotional) hardships. but apart from Him, who else is truly good to me? like it or not, humans are self-centred creatures, at least in 1 moment or another. to think that God uses 6 years to heal me of past wounds and to prepare me for the future relationship, is mind-blowing for me. as i looked back, it was a good 6-year.

HAhaa~ it’s a latest hit by May Day. Wah, they’re really good!!! May God prosper & use them in greater ways!

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Hmm…also don’t know what to write this evening. Service was good, after a break last week due to Bali trip. Oh, Bali is so-so… Actually wanted to go Taiwan during the 3-day period before I start working at DBS but I think it’s too short. Then thought of shrinking the trip to nearer places like Malaysia islands, Bintan or Sentosa. Nvm, maybe just simply rest at ECP… Seems like long time didn’t go there relax or blade on weekday. It’s a luxury.

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Right now, I will try to think of the positive side of this new job. Uncertainty on specific job duties makes me nervous and wonder if I can perform up to standards, not to say beyond. Nevertheless, I’m also sure God who bring me there, will not abandon me there to face the "giant" alone. Just have to keep on praying and persevering.